Twenty thousand dawns - Apollo Bay
Counting the days of my years, I regret
I've missed maybe twenty thousand dawnings;
new day’s greetings, gratitude’s golden debts.
rosy fingers, pink tufts, shepherd's warnings.
Mind you, often I've been up for the ghost
of night’s shrinking from jagged groundscapes,
lost to routines of shower, coffee and toast,
slept through, unseen as our household awakes,
Life lived, full tilt, as it should be – perhaps?
But this dawn's in hiding as I look out to sea,
to the east where ocean and sky overlaps.
There's no separation where daylight should be...
It's showing me something; a faint comprehend,
an animal instinct - my days at their end.
[Sonnet from a collection by S.C.N. Pockley]